AUTUMN

gravid; gravid is project that was worked on over the course of august-november 2024. it included vocals on 60% of songs and was intended for release in november, however it was scrapped. i am intending on re-recording tracks and it will be released in the near future.

i had a dream about this one song. i was with this blond girl, unidentified, it was playing back in my head. but the visuals of the dream seemed like they were recorded with some type of vintage camera. it reminded me of some type of careless, young love. its strange really to think, just to think.

Brothers and sisters, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things-and the things that are not-to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him. It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God-that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. Therefore, as it is written: "Let the one who boasts boast in the Lord."

broke as fuck, hate my job, pressured to go to school, bad family life, addicted, no real friends, medical issues, no sleep,  paranoia, not eating, mental issues.

“i was stagnant and suicidal and then god gave me an eye opening experience that would have killed the person who i was. instead it opened the doors for my greatness even wider than they were"

it seems my generation was always under pressure. what those older fail to understand is the harshness of our realities; that we were born into. i can go into detail, i'd rather not. many fall victim and do not even realize it. blindness is flourishing, holes in society and the future of it. but what they don't know is that we have a burning passion that has built up. it tends to linger but as soon as we stand up, we will be the most powerful generation, the most talented generation. we all have it, and all it takes is action. action is taken, world is changed.